A few weeks ago, I turned 34.
If you know me, you know that I am quite sentimental when it comes to my birthday. Every year, I make it a point to take some time to grasp where I am, look back on the year that has passed, and reflect on the life that I am living.
I welcomed 33 with joyful anticipation, seeking to grow as a mother, as a person, and as God’s beloved. I have always asked God to lead me to where I can glorify Him the most, and He truly brought me to places I never could have imagined. Growth has a way of stretching us, often through discomfort and uncertainty yet it also brings clarity and a renewed sense of who we are becoming.
The past year was a season of walking beyond what I was used to, challenging myself to try new things and venture into unknown territories, all for the sake of growth and finding life’s meaning and purpose.
It was about exploring what’s outside my own bubble, my own circle. Engaging in conversations with people I wasn’t familiar with. Though I’ve done this many times when I was a missionary, this time it was different. Probably because a lot of things has changed, including me.
I felt like a newcomer in many things. It was about learning new things, handling new kinds of situations, and finding solutions to new sets of problems. I thank God for the chance to learn, relearn and unlearn. It is a lifelong journey of learning, indeed! My 33rd year honed and molded me to be my best version wherever I am placed and called.
I am grateful to every person who was generous with their affirmation, time, and presence. Those who mentored me, gave me the opportunities I needed, listened to my goals and desires, and supported me in one way or another in my pursuit for personal growth and holiness.
Above all, I am profoundly grateful to the Lord for blessing me with another year to enjoy this beautiful life and to experience His goodness. With each passing moment, as I come to know myself better, I also get to know my Maker more intimately. Salamat, Ginoo! I am more than blessed to know You more deeply every single day.
Here’s to a new year, not chasing success, but building significance. May I live this life with meaning and purpose, always for God’s glory.
journeying beyond,
Deanne
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